Farewell to Narcissus

• The narcissist doesn't want your love and all the splendors you wish to offer him, because deep down, he feels unworthy of them.
• He knows he's only playing out his satisfactions and will do everything to prove to you that he's not worthy of you.
• Because, in a way, he isn't, as this artificial identity, unable to recognize his true core.

The narcissist seeks to fill his empty life, and anything that can convince him of his uniqueness for even a moment will be welcomed.

• The narcissist isn't looking for love to give something to someone; he needs to be the receiver because he thinks he has nothing to share, although he might say otherwise.
• The narcissistic ego is so strong in its illusions that he is doomed to eternal searching.
• He doesn't truly know what he wants, doesn't understand his motives, and is in perpetual chaos of thoughts.
• He is so starved for external affirmations to not hear the negations programmed within him.

Such a strong denial of Love as his source makes it seem like this specific construct can exist freely in its roles but is incapable of any deeper feelings.

• Unfortunately, this creates the illusion that something conscious is there, and a journey through all these mind labyrinths is possible.
• Yet, always in denial of his real perfection, he creates empty templates and imitations of beauty.
• The narcissist seeks validation of his existence, and if he stops being fueled by your belief, he will soon disappear from your life.
• His role is so unique, until the moment you stop buying tickets to his show.

It could be said that the life's purpose of a narcissist is merely to search, but he can never feel satisfied with anything he finds.

Remember to embrace yourself with compassion and love, because in an exaggerated and often very painful way, this character shows you that it's time to stop feeding these illusions with your energy. This isn't a gym where applying yourself to the workout will bring the expected results. You just need to turn inward and say goodbye to this distorted image of love. You're not loving (yourself); you're dreaming your separateness when this program convinces you there's something wrong with you and you must try so hard to receive some reward.

• Remember, this is only a temporary role, and attachment to it causes you pain.
• You suffer when you convince yourself that a lie could one day become truth/love.
• Truth knows no time, sacrifices, conditions, anger, humiliation, rejection.

Your personal Master in the role of a narcissist desperately wants to redirect you to yourself, and he will do everything to make you stop fighting - with the world, with yourself, with him, with the mind, with anything.

He wasn't created for the caterpillar to turn into a butterfly, but for the Mighty Master within You to awaken from these obligations, delusions, attachments, and on the ruins of these disappointments, for your new World to arise, founded on unconditional, evident within You - Love.